Check Yes, Juliet.

So, the boys in my life have finally realized that I'm not into relationships.

I'm not saying that I'm a whore and I just like to hook up, that's not it at all... I just like to go out on a few dates, nothing too serious, (maybe a kiss, teehee) and basically just have fun. I really don't like the fact that some people think they have to be tied down in a relationship to be happy.

I have a few reasons.

I'm not happy with myself. and until I am, I can't expect other people to be happy with me. Well, not completely anyway.

I'm practically co-dependent. Unless we start out as friends first, and you really get a grip on who the "real me" is, i'm probably going to conform (i know, it's such a nasty word) to your personality to make you like me more. It's just who I am. And i'm trying to make it not be me anymore.

I also really don't know who I am. Like, yeah, I know my name's Michelle and I live in some small town and go to a private college, but other than that, i'm really just not sure about anything else. I know what i'm interested in and I know who i would like to be, but it's usually not practical.

I'm a really self conscious person. I really don't like people... at all. I have trouble with eye contact during conversations. I fidget. A lot. I like a lot of weird things, like broccoli and shakespeare.

All of these things, plus the many more that i didn't decide to divulge to the universe add up to a really messed up individual, and until I can figure myself out, I really don't think I have any business trying to make a boy figure me out. Their poor XY brains can't handle most women on a non-messed up basis.