So.. Let's play catch-up.

So...I have a confession.

I kinda sorta forgot I started a blog. :(

I mean, it's not imperative to my life... and I was wondering why I was spending so much time on facebook after 11... (that's when I usually write all my blog postings) Well. That's the reason I haven't posted in almost a week and a half. I forgot my blog existed. And it's not like I haven't heard the word blog.... I READ MY MOTHER'S LATEST NAIL BLOG POST FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. I helped her put a translator on it because some lady in France reads her blog and she was trying to be nice and translate it for her. (She's such a nice lady, my mom.)

Anyway. Recent happenings?

Well. Let's start with the boy. My boyfriend is... well. I really don't know how to describe it. He's living in Oklahoma with his mom and step dad right now (about a 30 hour drive from me) and he went to Arkansas about 3 days after he got to Oklahoma for a family reunion. While he was there, he was almost bitten by an Agkistrodon piscivorus, or better known as a Water Moccasin, Cottonmouth, or Copperhead. Yeah. Not good news to hear over the phone. Especially when you actually hear "Hey hun, i was --- bit by a water moccasin." His phone cut out while he was telling me, and i didn't hear the oh-so-crucial word "almost." Luckily, he wasn't, and I freaked out for no reason. Next, I was with my brother, and I texted him for the fun of it. I don't have texting on my phone, but my brother has unlimited to anyone. fun stuff. :D anyway. He texted back, and he was like, Sooo... I hit a truck while I was on the bike today. I freaked out. I was like, omg are you okay?!? Let's just clear things up a bit. I'm in the middle of nowhere PA. He's in the middle of nowhere OK with a motorcycle. I really think the boy should clarify things. He was riding around the house, and he hit the tire of a parked truck. Wow. I freaked out over nothing. Again. I'm finding out that this is happening a lot. I freak out over every little thing, simply because he's not here. I feel like a cheap imitation of some novel with this girl and that hot guy that everyone's crazy about. Or something like that. (for the record, in some pictures, my boyfriend even resembles robert pattinson.) He's going to hate me for that. Luckily, I don't think he knows I have a blog. Yet. And, I don't think now is the time to tell him either. x] I'm so evil.

Okay, in earlier posts, I wasn't really clear about the whole, brother/sister situation. Legitimately, I have one half sister, Sarah, and two step sisters, whom I do not talk to. Sarah is my father's second child, and she's nine years younger than me. She was born about 4 months after our father passed away. I love her to death, and she reminds me so much of me and Daddy, it's crazy. Brother, on the other hand, is a more complicated story. Zach is honestly just my really close friend. He practically resided at my house while my mom was really sick with stage 2 Hodgkin's Disease, and he helped me get through a lot of tough situations. He really does mean the world to me, and I'm not sure he knows that. I call him my brother because the bond between us is soo much more than just friends, it truly is like a sibling that I've had my entire life. I truly do love him. :) <3

I guess that's where i'll stop for today. i'd hate for the blog to be too long to read. ahhaa.

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